Speak up and have the courage to do what is right for you. Everyone has opinions and thoughts as to what might be right for you. The truth is no one walks in your shoes and no one can make decisions for you. The most important life choices that anyone of us can make come from our heart and soul because that is the place where the truth is heard.
awaken your intuition
Every one possesses it! Not everyone trusts it or believes in it and most people don't even know what it is. But none-the-less, it exists. It's part of you and it will never lie to you.
Weariness is another word for exhaustion, fatigue or loss of interest in living.